Greed is total surrender to the fear that, despite today’s sufficiency, tomorrow will leave us resourceless; and therefore, too much is never enough. It’s a frenetic piling-on creating utter breathlessness. We are (meaning “I am, and I invite you to confess your complicity.”) slow to recognize that the ability to tightly hold things with our tiny hands and the small part of our mind and soul that value such grasping, is the greatest impediment to accepting all that for which God has created us. Hope is the antidote, as holy respiration, allowing us to breathe deeply and slowly, palms upturned and open, so that more of who we’re meant to be can settle on us, even wash over us. © 2018 Todd Jenkins
Life consists of a journey between and beyond three rivers; the first is named Patience; another, Preparation; the third, Perseverance. The first river has neither bridges nor is it fordable. It asks you to wait while someone constructs a way to cross. Maybe, you become the builder. The second river also seems impossible to cross. It wants you to be sure you know how to swim before you jump in. The third river is no more crossable than the first two. It wants to know if you're hungry enough to jump, and trusting enough to float. The rivers already know you. How are you getting to know them? © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Advent is an annual festival remembering us into the story of love’s complete arrival in the flesh. Once written into the narrative, we have to choose between accepting what has chosen us, or not. There exists within the human soul a freedom to choose the slavery of ignoring, rejecting, and abandoning love. It is a painful, diminishing choice that, once made, can only be overcome by the very thing not chosen. Those possessed by love have the antidote to undo the curse, but they can only do so by rejecting reciprocity and, instead, reflecting the image of the gift’s giver. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
His attention and memory are legendary; both honed to a steely edge by the whetstone of self-love’s dearth and the absence of self-worth. Whenever he perceives even the slightest slight, the moment is carefully catalogued and stored for future reference. The more publicly he is humiliated, the more driven he becomes to make a spectacle of his retribution. Lying awake into the wee hours of the morning, he plots his revenge, fully convinced that this time — in contrast to countless others in the past — retribution will soothe the fire in his soul instead of fueling it. Day after day, year after year, relationship after relationship, he gathers his scars, and fills the cemetery of his heart with the bones of those he’s sure he’s slain. Night after night, year after year, soul after soul, the star-flinger reconnects bone to bone, sinew to sinew, flesh to flesh, resurrecting crucified ones into a hope that still eludes the wound collector. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
We pray, O God, for all those who enter the holiday season with a sense of overwhelming sadness: those whose sadness is brought on by heightened grief of the loss of a loved one; those who are sad because the holidays bring acute awareness of family or relational dysfunction or discord; those whose sadness comes from an inability to create the Norman Rockwell life that marketers and advertisers use to create a restless desire to purchase; those whose emotions are overcome by the incongruence of life in the first eleven months of the year, or the painful difference between the “haves” and the “have nots”; and those whose sadness comes from any other reason. Help us, O Lord, as your children, to be keenly aware and ready to open our ears and our hearts to those who are anything but happy for the holidays, through Jesus Christ our Lord…..
We pray, O God, for all those whose holidays will be consumed with the overwhelming task of rebuilding their homes and their lives: those whose neighborhoods have been ravaged by hurricane, flood, tornado, earthquake, tsunami, fire, or other disaster; those whose neighborhoods and lives have been turned to rubble by monster machinery of war. Help us, as your children, to have the grace to offer who we are and what we have been given to alleviate their suffering; through Jesus Christ our Lord…..
We pray, O God, for all those whose holidays will be consumed with worries about health and wellness, for themselves or someone near and dear: those whose holiday appetites will be diminished by chemotherapy; those whose holiday schedules will be filled with radiation, physical therapy, or booked for surgery; those whose glasses will be raised, not to toast, but to chase down handfulls of pills which they hope will extend the quality and/or quantity of their days. Help us, O Lord, as your children, to support, by your grace, all efforts at health and healing, through Jesus Christ our Lord…..
We pray, O God, for all those who are leaders, in our congregation, our community, our state, our nation, and in the world: those who make decisions about the direction of our congregation’s ministry and mission; those who direct funding, support, programs and protection for this city, this county, this state, this nation, and for all nations. Give us the courage to demand and support leaders who are willing to risk and sacrifice as much for peace and justice as we ask our military to risk and sacrifice in support of war; through Jesus Christ our Lord…..
In the midst of this Advent season, O Lord, give us unfailing hope through your unimaginable promise; give us unquenchable joy through your gift of deliverance; through Jesus Christ our Lord….
Now hear us, O God, as we join our hearts and voices together to pray the prayer that Jesus taught his disciples, as we pray together….. Our father……
© 2017 Todd Jenkins
To genuinely observe Advent, without being pulled into the cultural tsunami of commercial Christmas, is to participate in the eternal plan of Grace. It is to rest in the promise of divine deliverance with at least a modicum of hope that the gift will arrive, not only with more than sufficient efficacy, but also before the nick of time. It is to admit that we are fully incapable of generating the gift of incarnation on our own, and we are therefore entirely dependent on both God's mercy and timing. It is, at one and the same time, both an exhilarating journey and a risky adventure. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
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Focusing on Messiah’s future return — either trying to do all the right things to prepare for it or seeking to discern the arrival signs, is the surest way to miss God’s full and complete presence in the here and now. Stop looking for the end times and begin more fully living and participating in the joy of the present time. THIS is how we experience the heavenly realm. Miss it now, and we’ll not only be clueless when the time comes; we’ll also have wasted the precious breath and heartbeat of each of our days. Advent’s message is spot on; the beginning is near! Let us dare to begin again, and again. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
The holidays are open season on economic greed; no bag limits, and no limitations on baiting. If you venture out (literally or virtually), you're fair game, and the gifts of family and presence may be threatened by the marketing of presents. To keep your perspective: hug, listen to, and spend time with those who matter; if you buy something, do it by choice, not because of seasonal expectation; buy local, instead of feeding the corporate beast, and find a way to shop on any day but Thanksgiving or Black Friday. That is all. Carry on! © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Poetry, like parable, is a powerful strain of subversive resistance. In parable, most often, by the powers of familiarity and comfort, we are lulled into sidling up to prophetic truth with no more hesitation or anxiety than a carefree child lounging in the autumn grass with a magnifying glass or a beloved, snoozing family pet. Poetry seduces us, by a trinity of brevity, wherein we find both breathing room and a niche for inserting our own narrative; simplicity, refreshing us like a summer rain shower; and a turn of phrase, opening neural pathways of imagination we’ve either long-forgotten or never knew existed. Our first few encounters with these radical forms of blood-fueled ink can be chalked up to inexperience or naïveté. Eventually, however, we will probably have to admit that something deep within hungers for such a revolutionary soirée. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
So protected was he, that we all imagined he was invincible, until we read the rest of the story, or lived enough of life to know, first-hand — or first-heel, as the case may be — that creation is constructed not on invincibility, but vulnerability. Many a woe and worry has been stacked by freshly-unearthed susceptibility, raising both respiration and pulse, if not blood pressure. Somewhere through the repetitive unfolding of month after month and year after year, we begin to at least suspect, if not be nearly convinced, that love and breath and even life itself are born through and carried on the tears of absence, loss, and pain; not in masochistic or fatalistic fashion, but in recognition that hope rises both out of and above stretching, bleeding, scarring, and even death itself, fashioning us into a people yearning to risk the tenderness of grace on other fragile creatures if for no other reason than a wispy memory of being reborn, ourselves, from those who dared gamble such resurrecting acts on our hour of profound brokenness. © 2017 Todd Jenkins