To the person for whom there's never enough, there's always suspicion others want your stuff. The one who is consumed with greed, will never be touched by hunger and need. If comparison's the game by which you thrive, the train of joy will never arrive. Look at what you have, instead of what's lacking; it’s an important step to send discontent packing. Seeing the big picture is a form of art that fashions a glad and generous heart. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
By memory we define ourselves; bits and pieces of days gone by, fed by stored mental photographs, watered by emotion's tears of both sorrow and joy at one and the same time. Through memory we anchor ourselves to pasts cringeworthy and exemplary at one and the same time. Growing memory, we construct ourselves into observers of each present moment, anchored by virtue's roots and rising above villain's graves at one and the same time. In sleeping memory, we dream ourselves into tomorrows, slogging through valleys of despair and wafting on currents of celestial breath at one and the same time. Searching for memory, we watch loved ones lose bits and pieces of their story, lamenting fragments faded long-past sepia and rejoicing in brief flashes of love and cognizance at one and the same time. In memory we hallow special days, honoring so many brave ones who've sacrificed and pushing back against the hell of war's existence at one and the same time. Resurrecting memory, we weave a sacred response to grace's unfettered gift, lamenting all the times it steadily swirls around us unnoticed and praising Yahweh for the glimpses convincing us to dive in headlong at one and the same time. By memory we were and are and will continue to be held, when we've forgotten all and when we’ve remembered scarcely enough at one and the same time. Memory: our deepest curse and richest blessing at one and the same time. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Prayers surround you like a generations-old blanket, pieces of stories and times past stitched together with a myriad of emotions, dusty with the scent from faded memories of many a stripe and ilk, stuffed with down from birds long-since traversed Tennyson's bar. May you find warmth, comfort, and sufficient breath for such a starless sky, all gently pulling you into dawns to come. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
We are a people of scars, neither guaranteed protection nor escape from pain's slice and consequences. But we are also created for healing; not healing whose visibility or consequences vanish; people who are found by a forgiveness that debrides our wounds, rinsing away anger, malice, resentment, and vengeance, disinfecting them with grace, packing them with mercy; people whose flesh falls back together, not in seamless invisibility, but rough, bumpy reminders of our past; people who somehow find the courage to seek catharsis in our history's telling; people whose hearts are forever being pointed toward the true north of hope. Yes, this is who we are; not perfected but blemished, not fearless but courageous, not arrived but journeying; journeying together. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Photo by Lee Lindsey McKinney
Fear divides, intent on conquering with its, “Vive la différence!” Love unites, earnestly calling us together, “Vive la similarité!” What matters is not the color of our skin, the roots of our faith, or the nation of our origin, but whether privilege can truly be acknowledged, voluntarily relinquished, and power bestowed with grace, so long-held shackles can be hammered into step-ladders of hope. It is past time for us to work better, together, nourishing and quenching a world hungry for dignity and thirsty for respect. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
“Observe the drama; don't be the drama.” On the beach, you can remove your sandals and walk parallel to the ocean, letting the waves lap at your feet when they're at their weakest – the turning point – just before the water's energy pulls it back toward the edge of earth and sky. The wet and not-wet, soft and firm sand at the edge of the tide is holy ground. Further inland, from which daily existence seems to call, it feels like burning bushes are more common, and our feet quickly begin to scorch as we are pulled from fire to fire. Fire-walkers will tell you that, even with seasoned soles, we must wait for the ash to form over the smoldering coals before we dare to pass over someone else's drama. I think this requires sitting and listening longer, moving and speaking less. Maybe it also requires love. Perhaps there is no true resurrection without love, because, sans the particularity of deep-marrow knowing and being known, bringing back people from the dead is a parlor trick at best, and Groundhog Day at worst, in which we have to suffer the same anonymous meaninglessness of life over and over, convinced that a single detail changed will somehow create a fairy tale life. Let us love deeply; deeper today than yesterday; deeper tomorrow than today; deeper giving than we've received; deeper from the tomb than we can imagine escaping. Yes, deeply, for this is how we find ourselves being raised out of that which never really approached life anyway. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Momming is identified, not by biology, but by its web of care, its haven of hope, its manuscript of guidance, its blanket of prayer, its fire of indignation, its roots of relationship, its watering can of nurture, its stove of nourishment, its taxi of deliverance (and sometimes rescue), its bottomless bucket of belief, its bone-deep compassion and grief, its purse of support, its sermon of conviction, its cheer of encouragement, and quite a few more that often fade into the backdrop. A toast to you, and all the ways you've mommed us: may your spiritual DNA keep the universe expanding toward grace! © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Day by day, as they spent much time together in the temple, they broke bread at home, and ate their food with glad and generous hearts… (Acts 2:46)
This past Sunday’s sermon was from Acts 2:42-47. The sermon title was “Glad and Generous Hearts” (from 2:46). This week, after the sermon (of course!), I saw the sermon come to life.
Patrick (pictured above) is a 24 year old student in Malawi. He is studying to become a midwife, and dreams of opening an orphanage after he graduates, to care for the many parentless children in his country. Patrick is an orphan whose parents died years ago (dad in 1998, and mom in 2006). He is raising three younger siblings.
Here is a photo of his family: Patrick, his sister Thandie, brother Madziko, and sister Dorothy. A fifth sibling, a brother, died last year because there was no money to pay for medicine to treat his malaria.
A pastor friend of mine (who oversees a mission organization pairing US partners with orphans in nearby Rwanda) is paying Patrick’s tuition each semester, with whatever money he makes from part-time side-work reselling vintage items he finds in thrift stores, and other “found” money that materializes on occasion.
A few people in one of the small congregations I serve are pitching-in to provide educational uniforms and fees, as well as a small amount of money for food, for his two youngest siblings. Without funds for their education, they have been unable to attend school. Thandie, Patrick’s oldest sister, has finished secondary school and dreams of attending university to become a licensed caregiver for people with special needs (mentally and physically challenged), but there are no funds for her college education now.
This picture is of Patrick and two other orphans from his community. When he was home on break from school this week, he met these two, six year-old Innocent, and nine year-old Innocecia. He spent his own money to buy them clothes, shoes, books, school supplies, and food.
Whenever I imagine that I don’t have enough money to share with others, Patrick’s story helps me keep things in perspective. It reminds me that the human heart holds the world’s greatest treasures: love, compassion, and generosity.
© 2017 Todd Jenkins
When chaos, disaster, disease, and even death invade others' lives, our presence, mostly in silence, will mediate grace much more wholly than telling them our comparative story. The time for narrative connection may come, but give us courage, O God, to wait until we're invited. It won’t likely occur until grief and agony have held their sway, and hope has wafted in through a window partially cracked by our steadfast, listening presence. © 2017 Todd Jenkins
Photo by DeEtta Harris Jenkins
To borrow a book title from one of my seminary professors, Dr. Walter Brueggemann, Finally Comes the Poet.
space-maker, mold-breaker, heart-shaker…
thought-drifter, shape-shifter, dream-sifter…
bell-ringer, tear-bringer, sweat-wringer…
trip-booker, fresh-looker, love-cooker…
beast-tamer, peace-framer, grace-namer…
risk-taker, earth-quaker, hope-baker…
© 2017 Todd Jenkins